[Not for long, she thinks distantly, her blows lightening slowly, so slowly. You won't have me for long. You'll go like everyone else. Leave me all alone. Just go now.]
[But she isn't brave enough to ask him to go out loud. Not strong enough to let go this temporary comfort for as long as it lasts. Selfishly, weakly, she takes advantage.]
[And eventually the blows stop raining down on Dean's shoulders and back. Her fists settle tight over his spine - a way to reassure her that if he chooses to hurt her, she can snap him in half in a moment.]
[But she doesn't doubt him as much as she should.]
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[But she isn't brave enough to ask him to go out loud. Not strong enough to let go this temporary comfort for as long as it lasts. Selfishly, weakly, she takes advantage.]
[And eventually the blows stop raining down on Dean's shoulders and back. Her fists settle tight over his spine - a way to reassure her that if he chooses to hurt her, she can snap him in half in a moment.]
[But she doesn't doubt him as much as she should.]
Why?